My good and Your Glory
I let go of questioning
Of longing to know, feel, be or experience.
I let go of sadness and depression
Of jealousy, desiring, and hastiness.
I am where I am,
I am where You want me to be.
No questioning, no complaining, no wondering,
only witnessing.
I turn to You in this,
…
I know
It is for “my good and Your Glory.”
My love for You is now thankfulness
I am finding refuge in it,
A secure shelter, being lighted with Your Love
Swimming in the serenity of Your Salaam,
And drinking the joy of Your Nearness.
I have never been this happy in misery
Blissfully, I am breathing in Your forgiveness.
What a delight, what a pleasure.
Swimming in this river of thankfulness
Fearlessly, with no shame of being naked,
I am experiencing a new level of drunkenness,
Not being aware of my existence.
My whole being is intoxicated now,
All radiating Your Light
All singing Your Love
Let me live in this drunkenness, in this sanctuary
Remembering nothing,
But You.